I Am Not Sure Why...

Im not sure why guys do the things they do...i have to rant about something that really bothers me...keeping ex girlfriends pictures and screen captures of texts that were innappropriate if you are with someone else...having a screen capture of a text from a girl that says " i got myself off last night and screamed your name" like WTF!! why would you keep that on your phone and during the time that we were talking....Hmmm i don't care if we weren't "together" but you we're still talking to me... Caught in a lie, he told me nothing ever happened with her and that she was just a good friend. and to make matters worse its the one girl who really bothers me....its not important but it really bothers me. i have trust issues now he can show me all he wants that he wasn't talking to her or hasn't been but there is such thing as a delete button...Hmm...IDK.. FuCk iT..it really bothers me and upsets me and yeah idk what to think right now... guess its a bad thing to be dating a writer or someone that likes to write because i write about everything~~~~~~Grrrrrr.....I am so upset right now but it doesn't matter he doesn't understand he isn't a girl and the process in a girls mind is different... guys are simple and girls are complex..you can't explain something to guy that would only make sense in a girls mind! I'm hungry tummy growling...maybe i shouldn't eat i might be less attractive and not be the perfect girl... <3 Till Next Time-Amanda Skye <3